consuming

this decision is consuming.
i go back and forth daily.
from "we should DEFINITELY stay in the rwanda program" to "we should DEFINITELY switch to the ethiopia program" and everything in between.

according to pat, we are waiting "30-60 days" and we'll make our decision then.
we are both open to either.
we just want to KNOW one way or the other.

it's consuming me.

i pray CONSTANTLY that He would make it CRYSTAL clear.
i know He can...please, Lord...