weary of waiting

i'm so sick of the roller coaster of emotions i go through every day.
all because of that one piece of paper we're waiting to receive in the mail!

i have no idea when to expect it...since we had to send that addendum, i just don't know what the timeframe is now.

every day i try to tell myself to just not expect it.
but i can't help getting a little expectant when i get the mail...and then disappointed when it's not there.

i'm weary of waiting...and we haven't even started the REAL waiting yet.
that will start once all our paperwork is in Rwanda!

thankful that i'm going to get a break from my mailbox roller coaster for the next week.
and we have some fun adoption related news to share once we get back and i have the time to tell you about it!

car is packed...
a long run and baseball practice in the morning
{and hopefully time for me to sweep the floor...you know how i am :-)}
and then we head out around lunchtime.